Okay, so yesterday I didn't go on the elliptical trainer. I really didn't even take the time to come up with a rational excuse. I just decided I wanted a break. M (my fiance) didn't even question it or anything. I am kind of frustrated with M because he doesn't really support me in my endeavours to lose weight. It's not that he doesn't want me to lose weight and be in shape, but he doesn't encourage me to exercise, and he doesn't encourage me to eat right. It doesn't help that he is about 125 lbs when soaking wet, and the same height as me. He just doesn't understand how much of a struggle it really is for me to do this.
I know I have support from my friends and family, but it kind of makes me sad that I don't get the support I need from him. I have tried talking to him about it, but he thinks he is supporting me, so I can't get him to understand that he isn't.
I guess I have to just get over it and keep on keeping on. Tonight I will go back on the elliptical, and I am going to try really hard to go for a long walk today, as it isn't supposed to rain today. I know I said that yesterday, but it rained ALL day yesterday.
I have to decide over the weekend if I am going to start eating right on Monday, or wait another week and get my exercise in more of a habit.
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